grrrrrrrrrrr, imba

oh my god..
the 'life is like a rainbow' seems getting better..
GOOD one!!

but the color of my life is fading now..
teach me how to get rid of all these craps?
haha ing ing, i'll see u real soon..
be there for me k..

i have had some great days with lar the sa..
she is leaving back to miri later..
n there are parties waiting for her out there..
im jealous..

i seriously wanna knock my head..
i hate myself..
being so weak =((((((
i need to have a big cry, i think