Thursday, January 21, 2010

haih

FOREVER THE NOOB..
I KNOW....
NOT UP TO THAT STANDARD TO FIT IN HERE!!

I KNOW
I KNOW
I KNOW..

THE STUPID
THE NOOB
THE NOOB!!!!!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

=)

life seems to be better now..
happier in life..

dont really know about the reason
maybe..
have learned to let go, be happy, relax..
=))

or no longer something that important for me.
hahaha

anyway, just something good =)
cheers

Monday, December 28, 2009

dont bother!

No doubt nothing is gonna change
No doubt that is the fact
No doubt it is happening real soon
No doubt it is haunting me
No doubt im being gay
No doubt im just too reluctant to move on
No doubt im always so complicated

GAY-est Rab

SOLO bieeee

Friday, December 18, 2009

grrrrrrrrrrr, imba

oh my god..
the 'life is like a rainbow' seems getting better..
GOOD one!!

but the color of my life is fading now..
teach me how to get rid of all these craps?
haha ing ing, i'll see u real soon..
be there for me k..

i have had some great days with lar the sa..
she is leaving back to miri later..
n there are parties waiting for her out there..
im jealous..

i seriously wanna knock my head..
i hate myself..
being so weak =((((((
i need to have a big cry, i think

Thursday, December 10, 2009

outdate ing ing

Hehehe,ppl~ i just realise i totally outdate from here~
but soon we will update face to face~
after reading all those bloggie,
hw come everyone so depressing?

i know this is not a joke but nyce,
u're so funny~sorry to say maybe is gud not to take the exam coz u might fail~
i just trying to cheer u up but hopefully u din get upset ya,babe..hehe~ :P

n bout rab,din even hv chance talk to u,
but as u said,i m looking forward bout party or wutever~
as long as i get away from this shit place NOW~hahaha..

I NEED HOLIDAYS~~~~~~~~~~~

Sunday, November 22, 2009

unhappy

hey babes...
where are you guys? i hope everyone is fine..
the blog is officially dead..
let me make it alive then..

guess u guys know that im back in msia already..
and seeing you guys real soon..
we are gonna party hard, promise?!!

im not really happy these days..despite the fully occupied days and nights..
my mood swing easily..suffocating =((
i dont like myself being in this way...
i could feel better whenever i type it in words & release them into the air..
i know no one could actually help me..besides me myself..
im trying really hard..but i think im not doing good..
the best medicine is 'distraction'
get me some distraction or mayb at least one..
one would be enough...
i duno what m i thinking..
the gay me is always like this..
despite how emo m i, nothing is going to change..
the fact is still there..so what can i do is to move on..
the sweet n lovely memories are hell of great;
non stop playing in my mind;
really, it is so close yet SO far...

ing ing and nyce, i need to party with you guys..
i need to get out from this stupid trap which rab would nvr fall(supposedly)..
god save me!!!

Friday, September 11, 2009

yummy

-this is yummy, an online blogshop based in oversea.
-have not done with my revision. arghh
-i miss shopping , online /offline.
-stresss overloaded.
-Good morning, everyone!